You and I

“We were doomed from the start, You and I

Trapped in the moments we’ve created only in our minds

I was a dreamer before you happened

And you have always been the one to commit

Now I know why we can never be

It is, as the bright Sun that can never touch the dark Moon”

Time Passed

I have loved you for so long that I can't even remember when I started to

I've craved for your touch.. That as time passed by, I got used of your absence

I've longed to see you again, to see that smile again, but it has been too long and I can't seem to remember what it looks like

I have memorized your minty scent with a hint of cigar and splash of aquatic perfume but I can't catch your scent anymore

I imagined you right next to me. But this time, it doesn't feel right

I have thought about you.. For everyday, morning and night, but I can't help but think as if I'm thinking of someone I don't know

I have cried because of you for so many times that I can't remember the reasons for it

I have called for your name in every crowd even though I knew for sure they were not you

I've gone crazy from the thoughts of you even though I might not have crossed your mind

I have spent too much time looking out for you that I have neglected to care for myself

I have talked about you with everyone, even until now.. It's just that the excitement is gone

I've waited for you to talk to me again. Then it happened.. But I have already lost interest in talking to you

I still care for you, but I chose to care for myself more than you now

I still smile because of you, just because your memory is still the sweetest thing that has happened to me

I still laugh at your jokes, even though I don't remember how they go

I still remember who you were in my life and how important you were to me

I still think of 'us' but not in like those few years we've shared

I still want you in my life, but it doesn't mean I want it right now

I still want to thank you for everything and credit you for every lesson learned
I still see you as someone really special but now I know it's not meant to be

I still pray for you to be happy, but not with me anymore

I still am here for you no matter what

I still love you, but it just isn't the same love anymore

I, for so long, have wanted to let go.. But really, I stayed more for you than it was for me. Now, I just want to live my life not considering in every situation how you would like it to be. I will now live freely for myself. 

I have moved on, and you're not what I wanted anymore. You're now a stranger that I've known my whole life..

Who is She

She who looks for you in every little thing she sees

She who speaks about you like you're the most significant thing in this world

She who listens to you like it's a solution to a life-or-death situation

She who feels you like the warmth of a blanket in the cold 

She who only thinks about you

She who only has her eyes on you

She who only wishes to be with you

She who only wants the best for you 

She who would do anything for you

She who would give her all for you

She who would always be there for you

She who would die for you

She who loves your smile

She who loves your scar

She who loves your warmth

She who loves you the most

She who has put you first 

She who has given up everything for you

She who has remained through it all

She who has lost herself while loving you